Short week ☺️

Hehhe cause my sisters and I were away for three days for Eid hehhe. Such tiring you know.. Hmm anyways, we went to school from our house the moment the morning bell rang. Bahah thank God we're not late! We rushed to school just in time~

I had Maths for the first and second period. I chatted a little with Esin and suddenly she asked, "Where we're you yesterday?" And I was like, "At home?" And I just knew that they all came yesterday. Except me! bahahaha. Anyways, as you know we had to do our PFT1 for Maths and Ceren sat besides me!! ^^ But we don't even chat cause we're sitting at the front row and Mr. McPhail is right infront of us.

During Recess I just hangout with Kak Ina and Kak Za and finishes my homework ;P But then Miss Gray didn't even want to look at it! -- Btw because I haven't come for like a week (jk) I've missed a lot of classes and what I now know; humanities PFT1 is due tomorrow! WTH! It's a biography about leader. Sigh. I hope I could manage to do it tonight. Wish me luck!!

The fifth period is Art and everything went normal. Except for that Mohamed (a guy from my class that I've never talk to before) asked me "What language do you speak?" And I was like... "English?" And he was like, "I mean, your background language" And reply, "Owh, Malay" And he told me that he had bee to Malaysia three times! I have no idea why they wanna go to Malaysia several times --

The last period is Science. Well, Science is just basically a cycle of got scold and work. But today we learnt a new chapter and IT IS MY FAVOURITE CHAPTER!! It is about the Universe ^^ I just love to learn about it. It is such, wonderful. I hope I can excel! Ameen. Well, apparently I've actually learnt most of them back in Malaysia, so yeah ;PPP

Ssup

Heyy.. It had been a while since the last time I posted. It is because last week (and this week tho) is the week of portfolio tasks and assigments. Sigh. Had I ever told you before? I can't even remember bahah. It's also Eid the last few days and such.. So yeah.

Anyways it's actually maths now and we have to finish our PFT. I've done it and I have no idea what should we do next. Hehhe. Maybe I should ask Mr. McPhail.. Hmm

Wihuu

Bahah it doesn't actually make any sense. It's English now and we're at the library! We're supposed to have our read-to-self time but I'm so bored!! 😪 we just knew that we'll have an excursion the next week after next week. (Whaa??) anyways, I don't feel like going to any excursion.. It must be so lonely and boring!! 😫

Wihuu

Bahah it doesn't actually make any sense. It's English now and we're at the library! We're supposed to have our read-to-self time but I'm so bored!! 😪 we just knew that we'll have an excursion the next week after next week. (Whaa??) anyways, I don't feel like going to any excursion.. It must be so lonely and boring!! 😫

Extraordinary 💪

Okay, that Emoji didn't even match at all 😦 btw today is so much funnnn 😆😆😆 During French today I chatted a lot with Samiya (and Shayla at the end) and Miss Spensieri said that she likes my iPad cover 😊😊😊

You know when I chatted with Samiya, I had pronounce MANY words WRONG. So embarassing but, pft English is not my first language 💁 And I'm proud to be Malaysian, so 😛😛😛

We gotta start doing our PortFolioTask 1 this week. AND WE DID IT IN CLASS TIME. Like, in Malaysia, in class time we had works to do. Then, we got homeworks at the same time. Then, the PortFolioTasks, we had to do it at home. (yea, at the same time when we got homeworks). 😒😒😒

Anyways, while I was doing my PortFolioTask, suddenly *Ra* messaged me on Kik. She wrote "Humaira" then, "I'm sorry.." I really wanna see what's it but I don't have VPN so I can't open those kind of apps. So, I just leave it there. Well then, what should I do? 😔😔😔

During Recess I *temankan* Kak Za (Kak Ina *temankan* her tho) to ask for the receipt at the School Office. Like, woww.. Back in my old school we don't even have those receipt-kind-of-thing. Which basically made Ayah need to pay several of times 😒😒😒

Anyways, we waited, and waited, and waited. Cause there are so many people at the office. We waited and waited and waited (woww, that's A LOT of repetition 😝😝😝) until the warning bell rang. 😒 So, I just left them and went straight to my locker.

Through my "journey" to my locker, I bumped into Ra and her gang. At first I was like, "huhh, kau sujod kat kaki aku sekarang! 👿" Translation: "Hunn, now you beg for my apology at my feet!" (well, I don't actually know how to scold people in English but 😛) Then, I was like 😇 haha not really but yea..

At least they WANT TO apologize 😊 Well, everyone makes mistakes, yea? And I know how it feels like to being judged before. So.. yeah. Then I awkwardly say "Err, bye.. GTG to class" and went away. But then I bumped into Omar 😑😑😑

He asked me whether I wrote that he get rid of the seating plan on Edmodo 😆😆😆 hahha. I can't even believe that I actually tell like ALMOST EVERTHING in this blog and mostly all of my feelings and emotions.. Some of them kinda actually make me feel embarrassed but who cares? 💁

Back to the story, I continue my "journey" to my locker and then to IT class. Pretty much kinda boring cause I didn't sit next to Angel cause someone else sat besides me. I'm not sure who's she but I guess her name is Fiona or something? Hunn, sorry 🙊🙈

TBH I can't even concentrate in IT thinking about how Ra "beg" for my apology. hunn.. (suddenly I ❤️❤️❤️ the word "hunn" I have no idea why.. Don't judge 😜✋) Maybe that's the reason why Allah made me fought with Ra. To straighten our ukhuwah?  Who knows??

And then it's Maths 😪😪😪 Mr. McPhail was away today. So, we had a substitute teacher. It was so havoc in the class. Everyone is sitting wherever they wanted. (including me 😜😜😜) People opens their iPads and not doing their work.

Nia (made up name cause I don't want to embarrass her) even like and comment my photo in Instagram 😆😆😆 hahhahaha. Suddenly Miss Gray came which basically means Maths is over and it's time for English. During English, we don't even learn anything!! 😎😎😎

Because we're having our MiPs session 😄😄😄 We have never had those kind of thing back in Malaysia. Well, but we do have Usrah 😊😊😊 MiPs sessions were so nice. I like how it could change how we think about "life" and how we think of ourself. It really does sometimes helps me alot 😊

In those session, Miss Gray made us wrote about our Personal Life as a Fault Finder and as aBenefits Finder. In the "Fault Finder" part I wrote "I hate having to sit besides Omar everyday" well, that's basically just a Fault Finder, I'm not serious! Then, Omar was like, "Is it true?" hahahaha 😂😂😂 Sorry, Omar 😂😂😂

And then it's lunch!!! I HANGOUT WITH ESINN 💕💕💕 It's so nice to be with her. I feel, so.. Me. I don't think I'm actually who I am when I'm with the others but when I'm with her.. I feel.. So confident cause she's like my friends back in Malaysia. The way she encourage me and stuffs..

Thank you so much Esin 💕💕💕

And then the warning bell rang and it's time for Art. While we're waiting for Mrs Springbett I took a wefie with Esin 💕💕💕 And with Lylah and Larissah tho 😄😄😄 If I could I would wanna take ALOT OF WEFIES with them- ALL OF THEM especially with Esin 😊😊😊

I downloaded VPN while we're waiting cause Esin asked me to send the photos to her. So, yeah. I hope I'm never gonna mis-using them, Ameen. And then Mrs Springbett came and we come in class and start our Art lesson. I'm so grateful to be given the oppoturnity to be here.

I felt so special ☺️☺️☺️ Alhamdulillah.

*smirk*

Ra just sent me a message on Kik and FB messenger apologising about it 😝😝 but I can't reply cuz I don't have VPN. And yeah. Maybe she thought that I'm must mad or something 😝😝😝 tbh, I'm kinda mad but that's not how a Muslim treat each other yea? 😊

So colddd

We came to school pretty early today 😊 I'm waiting outside my French class with Ryan bahah. Ceren said hi to me 💕 And shayla tho 😘 Josef just came and join us. Pretty much everything is basically the same. (Well, dduh) okayy, my hand is freezing cuz of writing. Gotta just warm it in my pocket ☺️

Tomorrow 😥😥😥

Tomorrow is school ohmygod... WHAT should I do? When I meet her?? Should I pretend like nothing happened? Kinda yea cause it's not my fault 😒 Should I avoid her? But why should I? BUT Esin said that whatever happens I can call her 💕 YEAYY. And Kak Za said whatever happens tho she will bring her friends to talk to Ra. Haha. Who will be afraid now? Owh, Allah.. Ease everything 😥

It's open 💕

Just so you (le me in the future) know that I just told my friends about this blog 😊 and Lylah said she like it 💕 I'm so happy 😆

First week is over!

Cant believe it........ Anyways, Friday is always like the most tired day ever. Cause we'll have all of the subjects except Art. ideky. So, today during Math I sat next to Ceren 💕 But appareantly Farrah sat next to her, so basically she's chatting and stuffs with Farrah.

In IT, I got a new School ID cuz ideky they made 2 IDs for me (well, basically for us- me and my sisters) no wonder my internet's not working!! 😠 hee. So now I knew my REAL school ID and my School email :)) yeayyy

During French, the teacher Miss Spensieri (I just know her name!!😆😆😆) She *puji me 😝 She said that "I realized that you're so good in French" Bahahah 😆 Thanks, Miss 💕 And btw, I sat next to Samiya and we chatted a lot! We talked about our countries, and friends, and stuffs.. Such good time..

During Humanities, Miss Gray let us sit anywhere we wanted, so as you would basically know, I sat right to nobody 😊 Suddenly I dont feel like actually care about having any friends. Like, nobody would actually care. So what? TBH I do feel sad but I'm tired feeling it over and over again. That's why.

The last period for today is Science. I sat right next to Ceren. But that doesn't really gave an impact cause Miss Savic is so strict she doesn't allow anyone to chat or whatsoever. And anyways, I took a picture of her today 😆 Well, secretly. Basically because Kak Ina wanna know which one's Miss Savic.

French.

It's French now and I had nothing to do. I've done what I am supposed to do, so yeah. I sit right next to Samiya now 😆 And I just knew that our substitute teacher's name is Miss Spensieri 😊

Trouble

We're waiting to go to the auditorium now. Omar and Lylah get rid the seating plan during Math (now). They are so gonna be in trouble :P Farrah just come in and she coloured her hair! We'll, just the tips of it.

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We went to the audiotarium for a cyber bullying programme. Kinda interesting but no one wants to sit beside me 😞😞😞 I went to be with Esin but she went to someone else.........

During English, we read the book Red Dog but I didn't have it because when I went to landmark to buy it, the book is out of stock. So, I just order it. But then, they didn't deliver it yet!!! So annoying. And after we read the book, Miss Gray asked us to brainstorm the adjectives of the specific word.

Miss Gray partnered me with Omar. Well, after she said "Don't kill me but I'm gonna pair you up with Omar" haha 😂

😞😞😞

Okay, this has nothing to do with school but I hate Kak Ina 😠 Whenever I did something wrong, she'll be like,

"Buat je lah, gedik"

"Ngada owh, gedik"

"Ape masalahnya? Gedik"

Should she actually say that? I HATE THAT FREAKIN WORD, to be really really honest.

"Come" said her

Nothing much happened today but..

I chatted with Angel during IT ☺️😆 we're not that awkward now.. hahha not really but atleast there were improvements. 😛 I HANGOUT WITH ESIN TODAYY. Probably because Omar force us to. I wanna tell you about it but I got so busy thinking about it that I forget to write 😑😑😑

Omar Shaaban.

He is so nice- to everyone. Even to a loser loner like me! He's somehow understanding and caring. He knew and understand that I don't have a friend and he tries hard to matchmake me and Esin. So nice, ain't him? No wonder why everyone loves him.

But the thing is, I don't even know. Esin had her own gang. And me, being the awkward me, what am I supposed to do? I prefer being alone with someone so that there will only be one people I gotta talk to and only one people gotta hear my "slow-talk". It's awkward to be in a gang- for me.

Cause I'm not good at communicating with a group of people cause I dont even know like, when two or more people speaking, I just don't know how to join the conversation so I'm just gonna stand there quietly and well, being the awkward me. But I don't even know. Maybe I should try to be in a gang. 

Sometimes you just have to force yourself, aye? AND the thing that eventually courage me to actually think like that is because one of the "member" in Esin's gang somehow.. Welcoming and encouraging me to be in the group. Alhamdulillah, may Allah ease everything, Ameen.

"First" Day of School

Hahh.. I finally went through first day of school! Haha, such dramatic. It's not like UPSR or whatt. Anyways, first day of semester two had been good so far. Maybe because I've got my iPad, alhamdulillah. 

During French, at first I got partnered with Sonja, Miss (I can't remember what's her name cause she's a substitute Teacher for 6 weeks - the one I told you before) askes us to "talk" about our holidays and such. I told Sonja that I'm fasting cause it's the month of Ramadhan.

And I asked her what religion she is. And she said that she doesn't even have a religion. And it is the time for me to *berdakwah!! I told her, "Did you know that we - Muslims have to fast because so that we know how it feels like to be poor and have no food to eat"

And she was like, #sentap. I hope she'll get *hidayah from Allah to be a Muslim, ameen. Then, for the next *activity, I got partnered with Shayla, she's so gorg. She has a beautiful brunette - I guess hair with a totally stunning eyes that I can't even remember what colour is it. I wonder what keturunan she is.

We "discussed" about pets because that is what we supposed to. She's so nice. I told her about Sunsilk (my pet rabbit) and she was like very encouranging me to talk and I felt.. special. I hope we could be more than just "awkward friends" and I hope I could take a wefie with her!!

During IT, I sat next to Angel, again! I guess I'm gonna sit with her forever and I'm so happy! But we're just.. awkward cause I don't even know what to say.. I hope, I really really hope that I'll be brave enough to talk like the others and the one.. I used to be when I'm in Malaysia. Ameen. 

During English, we had to set our new EJournal for Semester Two. Because I don't have an iPad in Term Three, Miss Gray thought that I'm never gonna have them. So, she bought me a book! It is so cute. A pink book with three puppies on it. But then, I told her that I've bought one so she just keep it.

Miss Gray is so nice. She's very understanding and very supportive. (Okay, I'm sorry that everytime I mention her name I don't know why I'm gonna describe and keep adoring her) She's so kind I hope she's a Muslim. I don't even know why.

When we were waiting for Miss Springbett (our Art teacher - on Monday and Thursday) to come, Imad keep asking all of us "Are you fasting?" Firstly, she asked Esin and Esin answered "Yea" And he was like "Sister, we're brother and sister" and stuffs and they shake hands like their best friends forever.

And then he asked me. And he did all of the stuffs he did to Esin. But when he's trying to shake hands with me, I was like "Didn't you know that we can't actually touch each other?"

And then he thought that WE CAN'T TOUCH ANYBODY and I was like, "What I mean is that, GIRLS can't touch BOYS, BOYS can't touch GIRLS." And he was like, "Owh, really?" And discussed it with Omar N and a couple of boys. Omar N was like, "We can't touch girls after puberty" or stuffs like that.

And Imad was like, *lend out his hand to salam* and said, "It's okay, I haven't got my puberty yet" And I was like, "But I don't want to touch you!" I know it sounds rude, but what could I probably do? It makes me feel.. sad. How come? He's a Muslim, but why didn't he know it?

Sigh. I pray that Allah give *hidayah to all of them. To my teachers, to my friends, to my Muslim friends to wear Hijab, to even me - myself. To learn more about Islam so that I could share it to others. My Allah ease everything. Ameen.

Alhamdulillah!

Guess what happened? I got an iPad!! Alhamdulillah!! Thank you, Allah. I pray that I'll always use it effectively and yeah :) And I hope everything will be just fine!

Owh my my my my my

k, enough. ehem. tomorrow is the last day of break which obviously means the day after tomorrow is the first day of SEMESTER TWO! I hope everything will be just fine~ Ameen.

Happy~

So happy I don't even know why ><