I chatted with Angel during IT ☺️😆 we're not that awkward now.. hahha not really but atleast there were improvements. 😛 I HANGOUT WITH ESIN TODAYY. Probably because Omar force us to. I wanna tell you about it but I got so busy thinking about it that I forget to write 😑😑😑
Omar Shaaban.
He is so nice- to everyone. Even to a loser loner like me! He's somehow understanding and caring. He knew and understand that I don't have a friend and he tries hard to matchmake me and Esin. So nice, ain't him? No wonder why everyone loves him.
But the thing is, I don't even know. Esin had her own gang. And me, being the awkward me, what am I supposed to do? I prefer being alone with someone so that there will only be one people I gotta talk to and only one people gotta hear my "slow-talk". It's awkward to be in a gang- for me.
Cause I'm not good at communicating with a group of people cause I dont even know like, when two or more people speaking, I just don't know how to join the conversation so I'm just gonna stand there quietly and well, being the awkward me. But I don't even know. Maybe I should try to be in a gang.
Sometimes you just have to force yourself, aye? AND the thing that eventually courage me to actually think like that is because one of the "member" in Esin's gang somehow.. Welcoming and encouraging me to be in the group. Alhamdulillah, may Allah ease everything, Ameen.
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