People can just easily say "Talk to them" "Say hi" Well, it's not that easy to me. Everytime I do wanna talk to them, I'll be nervous. I'll be nervous that I will pronounce it wrong. And I can't even say the sentences without actually build it in my head first
And when the time I do build it and tried to pronounce it; the bell rings --or the people I wanna talk to; talks to someone else. It seems like everyone is avoiding me. Why can't there be someone who will bear with me? Like, guide me and stuffs. They just seem like they don't actually care! sigh.
This is what happens to me. All of the time. Why did I've always blame people when it is actually MY fault? The thing is, I don't even know what I don't know! :( I'm clueless.. What should I do.. Anyone? HELP ME! ><
And when the time I do build it and tried to pronounce it; the bell rings --or the people I wanna talk to; talks to someone else. It seems like everyone is avoiding me. Why can't there be someone who will bear with me? Like, guide me and stuffs. They just seem like they don't actually care! sigh.
This is what happens to me. All of the time. Why did I've always blame people when it is actually MY fault? The thing is, I don't even know what I don't know! :( I'm clueless.. What should I do.. Anyone? HELP ME! ><
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