So I rushed to my locker and guess what I see?? EVERYONE'S WEARING JEANS. Well, not everyone, but most of them. It's jeans day! Pft I'm describing this as if I forgot to wear it where else I don't even wanna 💁 Kay, then I rushed to my locker then to my IT class.
Whatevs, along my "journey" to my IT class, I bumped into Farrah and she hi-ed me 💕 I felt so special for some reason hahha. Then I proceed my "journey" and went to my IT class. I thought I was late but then nobody's even there! Such a waste I boost up my energy running to school.
Then, I just sat there looking like a loner. Then, Angel came and we have a little chat 💘 I asked her stuffs to make things less awkward but then I wondered whether I annoyed her 😔 Then Mr. Stewart came, open the door and we came in. We had to proceed doing the book trailer thing while Mr. Stewart teach some bits and pieces along the way.
I had a lot of chat with Angel cause she wasn't here the last period so she needs tonnes to catch up. I think she had started to accept me as a friend rather than "the-awkward-kid-who-sat-besides-me during-IT". She's so gorg and I'm so lucky I gotta met her 💖
Anyways, after double IT, it's recess!! I just hung up with Kak Ina and Kak Za, dduh. After that I got double Art. Art was so fun 💞 we had to continue sketching our "4 Australian Fiona and Fauna" which I've finished, then we had to choose our favourite sketch. I drew a wallaby, a possum, a cockatoo and a kangaroo.
Guess which one I chose? Guess, guess!! Hehhe. I chose the cockatoo ^^ cause it's my "best" sketch. I honestly want to do the kangaroo one but the cockatoo one is much easier, so yeah 😝 I finished first so Mr. Matt took mine as an example for the whole class.
I felt so proud 😄 but what for, it's not like I'm the best and I'm not gonna have that talent forever. What if I break my arm and can no longer draw like that? Kay, focus. But I can't help to feel extremely happy that everyone "loves" my lino cut. Sosek even want to copy mine and everyone said its nice.
But then I felt kinda guilty that I'm the "best" in art class and my work became an example. Cause like, all of this while Esin's the best and everyone knows that. And now I'm like stole her "passion"? Yea. While I'm pecking up and cleaning up my "work area" I figure out that she "accidentally" cut herself.
But I'm not sure cause she won't show it to me. Then I realize.. What if she wants attention? AND THIS IS ALL MY FAULT cause I took what all of this while is hers 😔 I felt so guilty but what should I do? Sigh. I hope she won't feel like that. Hunn. Anyways for the lino thing we had this heat pad to warm the lino up and make it smoother. And I think you'd know. Omar N "accidentally" melt his jacket.
After we packed up and waited for Mr Matt to return our iPad, Farrah and Nora asked me whether I wanna join them for lunch. I really really wanna but I gotta tell my sister. So I just told them that. So they said "Your sister can come and join us too" I was so happy! Tbh I've been "dreaming" of it all of this while. (Well, not really.. But yea)
After art was humanities. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER I FORGOT TO BRING MY FOLDER. But thank God Miss Gray wasn't here 😝 we were supposed to be continue drafting our scripts but sigh. I guess it's my fault tho. Cause I was just showing them this app for greenscreen and suggest whether we should bring a piece of green cloth to be the background but then they wanna start recording it.
The rest was history. I just don't know. I felt so guilty cause we didn't do what we're supposed to do. Are we gone be in trouble? Detention? Saturday? NOOO!! Sigh. Things have passed yea? What should I do? I hope the substitute teacher won't tell Miss Gray about it. Ameen.
After Humanities, it's lunch! I can't wait to tell Kak Za that Farrah and Nora "invited" me for lunch. But Kak Za was so annoying she wanna be with me -- But then I can't even find them. Well, I guess it because another member of their team don't want me to be with them. Well, whatevs? 😔
After lunch was French!! I'm so sad to think that Miss Spensieri is not gonna be with us anymore. Why?! Then I realised that people come and people go. And we just have to accept it. Whyyyyyy did I even met her. If I didn't met her I'm not gone be so sad when she have to leave 😭
Anyways, she "launch" our new portfolio task and it's to make a dialogue for a role play. I teamed up with Samia cause she sat besides me and I'm comfortable with her 😊 Sonja sat infront of us and she keep talking to us about her stuffs. And we're like "We're doing our work, Sonja!"
Then, I got so annoyed I automatically been sarcastic. I was like "That's so cool, Sonja!!" and stuffs. I just can't hold it back anymore. I thought Samia will change her perspective about me like from "The partner in French" to "The hell who loves being sarcastic as if it's funny".
But then, she joins me! She joined me being sarcastic to Sonja. I figured out that she can't hold it back either 😆 Her sarcastic mode was so real I almost thought she was being honest. Even a boy behind us look at us like "The hell?" Hahha. Such memories. Btw, then I took a selfie with Samia 💞
At the end of the lesson, I can't help but to *salam* Miss Spensieri. (It's like a handshake) I just don't know. Honestly I've always got the urge to do that cause it's like a habit and I just can't help myself. So I was like "can I have a handshake with you?" She was like "??" Then I "explained" to her how it's a habit to me and I just awkwardly (cause I'm so embarrassed!!) ran out of the class.
Then I heard Adna asked "Did she just kissed your hand?!" Lol but still I felt more embarrassed. Then, Samia asked me tho "why did you do that hahha" then I've to explain all of the reasons why I do that. Lol. Can't believe how a handshake could lead to such a beautiful (yet embarrassing) memory ☺️
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