So today, we got double humanities early in the morning. I don't know why but yesterday's sadness was still there still and I kinda cry in humanities class (pfftt such crybaby --) anyways Miss Gray didn't tie her hair today. For the first time in forever I see her like that!
She has brunette-blonde kind of hair. Weird, aye? I'm confused. Many of the people here had that colour of hair. How come? Hahha. Cause in Malaysia everyone's hair is black. (Except for the oldies) but yeah, how come its different in different region. Btw I'm such a stalker (n creeper ._.) but then, what else should I do?!
Back to my story, at the start of her lesson, she said that Sosek send her a cute message sounds somewhat like this "Miss, I don't know where's my homework :/" or something. No wonder she asked me for Miss Gray's email yesterday!! But sigh. If only she knows that I've been sending her lots of message in Edmodo.
But then she didn't see it so I deleted it :) hahha. I've tried lots of times to send an email to her tho but there's a server error or something. But whatevs! I don't even care anymore. During humanities today, we actually learnt English. So in "English" today, we did so many stuffs I can't even remember what.
But we had this reflection kind of thing and I just can't keep but write down all of my emotions and what I feel on that piece of paper. I. Just. Don't. Even. Know. Why. Suddenly when I think about it back again, it is so embarrassing!! What am I actually thinking?! I even wrote down this blog url. What the heck is wrong with me?!?!?!
What if she really does open my blog? What should I do?? It must be so embarrassing. And there's so much secrets in it.. Maybe I'm just gonna change the url. Hahha. But I like it so much :'(( sigh. What should I do? Just look and see what will happen? Maybe..
Kay, focus! So after all of those stuffs it's the end of the class. I "bravely" send my second edition humanities biography. (Like, didn't you know what's the meaning of shame?!) then it's recess. I just spend it with my sisters, of course. Then, in English class I wanna sit next to Rina (made up name) but then she moves to sit besides someone else ;( so I just sat there alone..
And then it's science.. And she did the same thing to me.. So I just sat there alone.. Btw, during science, remember how I say I'm not interested in anything anymore? Yea. I know that we'll have a test today but I just feel like I can't be bothered to study yesterday. I don't even know whyy.
So yeah, I haven't answered two questions. AND I HAD NEVER DID THAT BEFORE. Sigh -- I have no idea what's wrong with me.. Anyways, when I'm just being a loner there, suddenly there's a boy sat besides me 💕 Pft I put in the love emoji not because I like him but how I appreciate him sitting next to me 💕💕
But I guess maybe he wanna sit besides me because he wanna copy me. But who cares?? At least he doesn't just leave me alone like Rina did. Then it lunch time. I hangout with Kak Za of course. I bought a salad wrap at the school canteen. Like for the first time in forever I actually bought them hahha.
It's so expensive cause for example the sald wrap is 2.50 dollar which equals to 7.50 Malaysian Ringgit!! But sokay, right? Once in a months?? Hehe. Time passes by and then it's Maths.. In maths class we just continue the test we did yesterday.. So yeah. But when Mr. McPhail asked me like..
"Do you know the Maths Competition?" And my heart sinks for a moment. "I've put in your name in it. It's next Thursday" I was like "owh gawd, why me?" I told him that I'm not good in maths and he said "I know you'll be fine.. Don't worry, no harm done" I was like "OF COURSE THERES NO HARM DONE BUT WHY ME" srsly. I'm not good at maths.. Tbh I don't even memorise my multiplication..
Gotta memorise it after this!! And I gotta make a poster for IT tomorrow. Wish me luck, kayy? ;) btw Esin's birthday is in four days time. What should I give her?? Dx
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