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What is actually wrong with me?! Everything just seems like falling apart. I don't think I am who I am now.. I don't even know why. Yesterday we have to send our biography task. But I haven't finish it yet and I.. Just send it UNFINISHED. I have no idea what's actually wrong. I've never done that before. For some reason I just made up my mind like that.. Now I feel guilty that I haven't finish it and I don't think I can do anything about it. And it's weird how one second I'm gonna be so guilty but another second I'm just like, "whatever!" And it goes over and over again. I don't think I'm interested in life anymore.  I use to love to go to school eventhough I don't even have any friends. But now I don't think I'm excited anymore. Everyday I'll be like "can't wait for this to be over". What is actually wrong with me? I know that I'm supposed to cherish every moment but everything just seems like it tears me apart!! It's weird but I know that no one would ever understand. I use to like going to school cause that's where I could escape from being at home. But now even at school I think I'm suffering! I may always be seen smiling. But deep inside my heart, who knows? I don't think there's something I could look forward to in life anymore.. So, I'm just sorry if I haven't post anything. I just don't think there's something to be happy about anymore..