Sigh.

I just don't know. I'm just not in the mood for anything. I just don't know. I told Esin my problems and now I'm regretting it. What if she don't even care? What will actually happen? It will probably just be the same. Sigh. I just don't know? What am I expecting? I can't just force her to be my friend.. Sigh.

Can't wait till this will all over.